I meet u* Closer to Miracle

Last night pretty much been preoccupied yet I manage to steal some glimpses over a forensic drama series on the TV. Their conversation lines caught my attention…the guy explained to a female detective who falls short on psychology knowledge, the reasons behind of humans having sex…

The guy said “Humans need one another and they try to get closer to each other as much as possible, spending more times as together, paying more attentions to each other and they try to be as one…closer and closer to…”

The impatience girl asked “closer to what?”

The guy answered “closer and closer to miracle…don’t you agreed with me?”
The girl speechlessly…

For me it’s a most beautiful three words I ever heard in describing the act of joint as one …closer to miracle…
And look at myself …I’m a living proof of it…the miracle
Now I believe most of us relatively have set apart few questions answers, opinions, and a few set of boundaries or borderless, much curiosity and knowing about these human affectionate behaviors…


Over many months stack in reverse, after a closed chapter still need to overcome the loosen end …the feelings and thoughts … lost part of myself which can’t be trace back nor regain. Questioning …why I acted that way which I had set the confident rules…yet I still stumble badly lose self control and cause so much to lose then gain love…breaking the mirror of future self image which I build on over the years of faithfulness ...at the same time left a mark on each party as a scar, even though we didn’t over step the boundary and let it go too far end but that closest attempt had cause too much…never in my whole life feel deeply sorry toward the person and myself…guess I was walking through a guilt trip…at times I asked for forgiveness from above… from him…so as myself…weary over his futures so as mine…because actions still lead to consequences and effects even though a grant of forgiveness had been given…these lead me toward unstoppable doubts…which's hard to suppress. I really hope I’m the last to experience this…if you ever read this…hope you won’t ever lost yourself …save for the last imperishable love’s miracle…

Do you see the difference now what make to be so divine and beautiful… Closer to miracle …Do not arouse or awaken love until it so desires(Song of Solomon 8;4)

Artist: Brooke Fraser
Album: Albertine
Title: Love Is Waiting




In the autumn on the ground, between the traffic and the traffic
and the ordinary sounds
I am thinking signs and seasons while a north wind blows through
i watch as lovers pass me by
Walking stories - whos and hows and whys
Musing lazily on love
Pondering you
I'll give it time, give it space and be still for a spell
When it's time to walk that way we wana walk it well

[CHORUS]
I'll be waiting for you baby
I'll be holding back the darkest night
Love is waiting til we're ready, til it's right
Love is waiting

It's my caution not the cold
there's no other hand that i would rather hold
the climate changes, im singing for the strangers about you
dont keep time, slow the pace
Honey hold on if you can
the bets are getting surer now that you're my man

[CHORUS]

[BRIDGE]
I could right a million songs about the way you say my name
I could live a lifetime with you and then do it all again
and like I can't force the sun to rise or hasten summer's start,
neither should I rush my way into your heart