Almost there?

Two years back asked myself what if SOMEDAY God starts another romance role play in my life, and a non believer guy standing in front of me, which path or decision needed to take, preparing for possible circumstances. But God is God a great author of life always full of surprises and mystery to write on His script. Well that SOMEDAY didn’t happen and… Now almost a year, me and my dear being together…hehehe, really thanks God for the precious gift and loving spirits.

The engagement term begin to ring my bells. Again asked myself over and over … what is the meaning and purpose of engagement? Can I really define and understand it,the so call the next level thing? Can I just think like others… engagement just tied up with commitment, responsibilities and limited freedom? I searched information in the net, books and pray. For awhile I can’t really locate the answers… most of the reading only show how crucial it is to do check listing thing on partner and relationship…the requirement Christian characters, behaviors , measurements of ; sharing interests, life purpose, family background, spiritually growth and etc. To fill up this form…guess I needed a life time…because the values of measurements change as people go through different phrase of life, and comparison never stops if we measure people or putting ourselves into the measurement.Yet these careful consideration never discourage people from making prudent decision.

One day while me and my dear were sharing some deep thoughts about engagement …he told me…he just love as I am…not that I’m smart or stupid not that I’m pretty or cute…just as I am

Through Moses characters and way of handling a fast forgetful, quick temper, sometime blur blur girl friend.

Finally I get a glimpse of what engagement means….not all but partially


God never doubt in His love for us, nor reconsider to retrieve His love when we fail and fall.

God never fear of get engaged or involve in our lives. In fact there is an ever lasting covenant between Him and human.

God offer all this through free will rather then seeing it as responsibilities of a divine person

God really love us just like that…as you and I’m a person nothing much to be complicated. guess I really need to catch up now on my way…