Am I Back to the pit?

tomorrow mom gonna visit Vietnam, it has been almost a year she declare early retirement, her health getting better I guess, until she is able to walk free without much pain at her back. Really thanks God for this! Hope she have a nice trip…

As for me, lately got so many thoughts kept inside yet I don’t know how to express them in words to anyone nor in prayers to God…don’t why it didn’t come out…felt so drain…beside losing self control...after the baptize I received a gift…Holy Bible, at front page written a note “Righteousness is the way of life…”guess I really fall short on that…still remember during my story telling regarding the king Solomon asking God for wisdom…I found it was hard to explain the word “wisdom” to the little kids nor myself exactly know that words mean …at the same I found it is hard to distinguish what is really right or wrong anymore…( this is not an opinion nor a correct way of react, sorry…just ignore this stupid expression !) still need to look up for answers…

lately I learn a few words…

don’t be a TUNA’s Christian means Talks Until No Actions -from a speaker in Sunway Church… agreed with this in fact, felt some self disgrace too, that’s really who we are most of the time right?…

Personally I like this few verse during in time of fear

Give us today our daily bread forgive us our debts….
and lead us not into temptation as we also have forgiven our debtors
But deliver us from evil one…