One of my greatest fear is blindness, somehow can’t see myself tolerate such disability, much like some breast cancer women couldn’t accept to lost part of her body. I tried to make myself prepare for the worse day to come, because I’m not a self made Dare Devil. Visual impaired sound too scary may be I not able to see the beauty of this world, its’ day light…its’ a blue sky…the most is my beloved one…looking into their eyes…part of reasons I love photography
My lazy left eye is the eye condition noted by reduced vision not correctable by glasses or contact lenses and is not due to any eye disease. The brain, for some reason, does not fully acknowledge the images seen by the amblyopic eye. This almost always affects only one eye but may manifest with reduction of vision in both eyes. My optometrists warn me from time to time my eye is getting worse.
I just kept on having this hearting thought …and count my blessed day with every blinks.
One day I decided took a collection of churches photo in K.L since after experiencing such stressful months and end up quitting job all effort and hope sweep away. Never expected to end up this way…it’s time to take a rest …the only sane thing to do is visit a church for I had been hanging too long on depression and fatigued…a place that I miss so much….
So took on the monorail…first stop Jln Tun Sambanthan after some moment of walk I saw the Malaysian Association for the Blind center apart from that I saw two persons walking. A woman accompany a middle age blind man, as they walk along, I begin to pick up what they were doing. The man was learning to walk with his white & red cane; taken his steps carefully on the tactile paving following the women instructions…I guess he just started to learn the walking…
Watched on this screen…it move me to understand that it’s not easy for blind man rehabilitated a new life…it taken up greater courage and will as well as needed more support then ever like the adaptive techniques and comprehend with mobility…at the same time overcome my own great fear. Its ok if one day I need to be dependable on others and find myself handicap… I guess a lot of usual times we find ourselves blind or handicap, trapped in certain circumstances, dependable upon His mercy and grace. May be His is not going to heal the blindness but He is preparing us to walk on through confident and faith.
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